meaningless

certain times i have the urge to run across the road and get killed by a car.

great success

superb

october 9th - 16th 2011 taiwan 台北

Actually it's my 3rd time to taiwan. My impression on taiwan doesn't change. My 1st time was in 2006 with family by tour agency, 2nd time in 2007 with s and wl, and now s, jh, wj. 

People are nice, polite, friend. The graciousness in their roots, its passionate nature. And the fabulous food, it's just right for my taste buds, further more for its price. The fact that i thought since years ago, guys are relatively handsome, girls are generally pretty, we got to admit it. 

9th october sunday night 桃园机场 straight to 西门丁 for hotel check in, and 市林夜市 to spend the remaining night

first few pictures taken at 西门丁

their games are easy to win prizes

浩大大鸡排 太辣 nice and cheap

大杯奶茶 好喝！

 10th october 2011 monday (taiwan national day)，Jacky Wu's dessert restaurant, 101,

breakfast at a random 路边摊 好吃。

唐朝 jacky 吴宗宪 restaurant, 炒面 炒饭 珍珠豆花 温吞汤 好吃

101

11th october 2011 tuesday 九份，基隆夜市，back to 台北小巨蛋，西门丁party world

九份

粉果？忘了叫什么。特别

基隆夜市, the place where ay chou film his 退后mv 一抹一样

太豪华 this is party world. we sang 10pm-5am and ordering menu items is compulsory at a minimum amount 很便宜！

12th october 2011 wednesday. modern toilet, 五分铺 shopping till drop 吃喝玩乐

13th october 2011 thursday 市林夜市 shopping till drop 吃喝玩乐

MayDay 五月天 的服装店

        14th october 2011 friday 周杰伦 restaurant, ctv studio, 黄湘怡 bac

吴宗宪 filming studio

15th october 2011 saturday 淡水 渔人码头

很容易

章鱼烧 很好吃

情人桥

skillful?

I LOVE TAIWAN

everyday living like this

not happy.

i dont wish to be like this.

but whatelse could i do?

i cant take it anymore.

i wonder how.

u sucka'

WHY am i being like this? Why dont i deserve it?

i dont deserve, WHERE THE FUCK IS GOD? EXIST? FUCK YEAH!

Sometimes seriously i have tendency to commit suicide.

i need to visit some counselor

pain (updated)

im in tantockseng now。 hospitalised because of my opeeeration. im blogging using my phone.

wat i can say is.

生命是如此的脆弱

i cant remember anything the moment i inhaled the general anesthetic。 totally。

what i can remember was only that few seconds when im being push into the operation theatre, and the surgeon said "breathe deep and slow" and the next moment i woke up was already hours later and im alr in the observation ward. And the nurses were slapping my face calling my name untill i start to know where i am.

life is too fragile。 i have difficulty breathing once i gain conscious from the operaation。 im lying on bed yet every breath i take is so painful。i have to breathe very lightly。

i fall asleep easily in the hospital.

discharged on the next day.

2 weeks mc. resting at home now still feeling pain when i breathe.

7days of heaven

明天要到 我的最爱国家了！
耶！！！

belated 21st

It was a rather rush planning for my 21st. Cause all the guys are in NS. We didnt have much time for the preparation, and of cause i didnt invite my relatives and NS friends not because i neglect them but it's really difficult for me to entertain everyone if i invited all of them. And i will feel bad if that really happen. So, it was a simple bbq gathering inviting only my close friends at my house on the saturday.

 This is my new modified blackberry! So nice!!!

 poloroid pictures taken using my birthday gift!

 Thanks weiliang for preparing the Secret Recipe cake.

 Another big thank you to all my good friends and neighbour.

21st

 

My actual birthday falls on a normal wednesday and most of my friends are in NS. Lucky enough, my good friends are all in 8-5 jobs as a NSF.

Tuesday late night, Mitch asked me out to meet him n Ian at holland v. I was so surprised when Inez accompanied Mitch, tgt with Bryan n Ian there when i reached. And they initiated to buy a cake from NYDC and it's so expensive. So touched! And we went haagen dazs for ice cream, and cut the cake at twelve. Officially 21! Thanks Inez for bringing her dslr and poloroid cams for those nice photos.

resign!

HAHAHA. Last week i quitted my vocation in my NS. Some may think why im able to quit from my job serving for NS, thats becos im selected after my BMT n SCS into this vocation that requires me to fly in the helicopter with the pilots, doing high risk job, securing myself down from the helicopter to rescue casulty and bring them up to the aircraft. Just like what you see in the news. A very very rare job for NSF. It's too individual, on ground it's too heavy responsibilty. So my life inside wasn't happy at all with their demands expected from me, so i requested to change vocation, though the boss didnt encourage and wish me to leave. Afterall, it's been months to train a guy like me clearing the high standards of aero medical standards, swimming test etc, and wasted so much of their resources. So its not the same like in the army whereby you cannot choose whether to chiong the forest with one whole group of mates.
But who cares, im a NSF. 11months served, 11months more.
Being in this vocation has its good and bad factors. Good becos everyday we are able to go home in the evening and report back to base in the morning.
Currently im waiting for the new posting of the vocation, everyday enjoying doing nothing in sembawang airbase. Im seriously happy now after i quitted this stressful job. However, im quite afraid if im posted back to those tough vocations. My current rank is still Sergeant Cadet Trainee. Let's wait and see!

picture taken from RSAF website

great friends

on the 9th sept, weiliang, shaun n anna came to the airport and fetch me. So delighted, and saw them with this welcome board at the departure gate waiting for me. The people around them with wide smiles on their faces, saw a caucasian laughing happily. went to whampoa keng fish head restaraunt for a great dinner treat after we left airport. cereal prawns, fried tofu, fish head steamboat etc.. didnt take any photos for that though. after dinner, we immediately sped home since they know i miss home so much...

10th sept 2011 saturday, went over to bedok north area. at this hdb blk there's this thailand cuisine shophouse that S introduced us. Not bad for the food. did take picture as well. :( always not convenient with non-camera phone. Ard 11pm went back to chevron for singing session which we booked earlier that day.  went home late, had a great time. me,wj,jh,wl,s.

170911 Saturday, wj,jh,wl and myself. bugis steamboat (not very nice restaraunt!) and decided to go for shesha after dinner. then back to bugis Mac for late supper. No photos taken though.

july 11 - sept 9 brunei flying phase

two months of shits. a very good chance to learn to be stronger.
there's no physical demanding, it's all mental challenge for the flights.
get efff in the aircraft, using being 'chopped'(kick out of vocation) as a threat if fails to perform well.
and it's a challenge in emotional intelligence
it's different from army.

much shitty stuffs, cant disclosed in details here.
oh my and it's 619am now. cant get into sleep when i woke up ard 3am.
have to start the shits again later on 745am.
4 more days!
so much of the mental shits by those useless people.


ok and so im back on the 9th!
Finally. The feeling is so awesome once i landed in changi airport.
It's where i truly belong.

17-28 june 2011 brunei jungle survival course

In a few more hours time, i will be at paya lebar airbase flying to Brunei.

It will be C130 military flight. Yeh positive thinking is not many people get to experience this aircraft, and six of us do. 3hours flight to Brunei, 1hour slower than commercial flights.

17th -28th will be in Brunei for this Jungle Orientation Training. Reason why even though im alr posted to airforce yet there's jungle survival course is to ensure we are able to survive alone just in case the helicopter we fly in explodes and get cast away. In the jungle, finding food, building A-frames (shelters using logs), fireplace, monitor lizard traps. First few days will be trainings in Brunei camp, and later 4days 3nights in the jungle for this course.

Alright, it will be shit.

30/4 and 21/5 Saturdays JB with 85th ACS

30th april, 85th aircrew specialists. Winson, Me, Yongboon, Dexter, TienBeng, Xavier
six of us went to jb by public transport, city square for leisure shopping. had movie "last of bladesman" show was pretty good and interesting! Had lunch at Billy Bombers in City Square and it was relatively cheap compared to SG.Had dinner at abalone noodle at 大马巴刹 nice 鲍鱼面 with strong JB feelings.then we went over to the market for tsk char. another nice continous meal. fried crayfish of 2 different flavours, the butter and cereal flavours, claypot chicken rice, claypot deer meat, fried cereal prawns, omelette, and the big glasses of sugarcanes. Overall had fun and we went home around 12am by their 霸王车 from JB right to our individual house just $15 SGD per pax! 21 May another Saturday, drove in to this area The Zon.
Had fun with a bit of beer and went to abalone for supper before returning home.
Here's the pictures!